I have had an on again/off again relationship with opioid pain medication for the last three years. It's been about 6 months since i last quit cold turkey, and before that, another six months. all in all, I've kicked three times. (kicked meaning cold turkey, through the physical dependence). This, I am convinced, will be the last time for me. I hate what it's doing to me and my life. It's not a prescription, so, i spend an insane amount of money on the ****. I have snorted, but have realized that swallowing is a much better alternative. i swallow up to 3 a day, but have lately been getting by on one or two.. that being said, it may not seem as severe as others, but it's equally a problem. If i could afford more, I'd do more. my withdrawals consist mainly of aches, pains, sweats, insomnia, depression, anxiety, etc, so, although i've been successful, cold turkey, i'm not looking to repeat the experience. suggestions? help? thank you.