Kick the lortabs.. Support please!

[Mdb72388]

I have a question I take 20 to 22 lortab 10mg at a time.. And I want to quit.. I get pains when I quit for a day but I know if I keep taking 20 of them at a time I'll die.. If I quit cold turkey will I die? Because I want to just quit I know I can.. I know itll be tough.. Just scared replies are greatly appreciated.  

[Mdb72388]

Hey everyone, still can't sleep; It's been roughly, I can't even remember the last time I took pills, I'm hurting but so happy I'm not high on those pills. I have been smoking weed which I do not like, but it helps mellow me out more than anything I've tried. Maybe I can give up on the drinking also, When I first got back from Afghan... the very first night; we landed at 1 am, we were done with the ceremony.... and turned our guns and SI in and went home at about 3am. Had to be in at 9amto start reintergration... i went out with about 30 friends, I was still 20 got into a bar tho, just walked in with everyone who looke older so we got in.... an I drank and drank and drank I was an alcoholic, then the pills came in..... and it *****..... Watching tv trying to survive..

[worried878]

Yep Mdb
Painful to say the least
it hurts our soul...it hurts our inner self that we can be so stupid...but we can dern sho do it!  LOL    COL ):
Thing is...the same brain we have that made us weak can make us strong...it is all within ourselves..usually takes support..lots of it...aftercare is the only true medicine..the only antidote for addiction like insulin to a diabetic...yet most addicts resist aftercare like the plague
it is part of the disease...it like builds a protective membrane around our brain to let the pills or DOC back in....makes aftercare look scary...the addicts brain actually changes and is proven on cat scans
Ur dose is high...but ur will is strong

it is mind over matter
u can do this

hang tight!

[Mdb72388]

& to worried, i'd take about 70-80 a day, I'd pop 20, 10 mins later 2, 5 mins later 5, 20 mins later 10.... yeah..... I just loved being high, plaaying video games... turned down jobs for it... so dumb.. but its a lesson, one I will painfully learn from..

[Mdb72388]

Hey you're right man, I've came this far, why not suck it up... It's tough man, the hardest thing of my LIFE but... The buds helping a little,, but when i lay down my back and legs are always killing me... and legs hurt 24/7..

[jeffclowns]

hey dude you doing great your probably right near, if not right at the end of the worst, so hang in there and yeah i smoked some Budd and it helped so do what you got to do ,and don't get that refill man that would be the worst thing to do so just keep doing what you doing your almost at the end of the worst keep strong brother..keep posting..this forum rocks....

[Mdb72388]

still holding trying, slept last night but like ****....hatinf this....