Like Greatgreebo said you have found the right place......We do need more info though. I have been on this site for about 2 years and I will say that every story has a common theme.....We are all addicts and the basic gist is usually the same. Many can help you here but do not be afraid to tell us your story, it will help us point you in the right direction....this site has literally saved my life and I know it can help you.....Let us know!
We are here for you. Don't worry about losing your mind You are going to be fine.
How many mgs do you use a day, how many pills and how many times a day? How long have you been on them (not just how long you've felt like there was a 'problem', but rather how long have you been on them total). Do you get them from a doctor? If so, what for? How long have you had this 'condition' if you get the pills from a doctor. How old are you. Do you drink alcohol? Family? Kids? School? Job?
Let us know what is going on. Don't worry, we will help you. You've come to the right place. The bad mental feeling you have is from the pills. They put you in a dark, scary place emotionally. They do this to all of us. You need to get out now before things get worse. You are doing the right thing. You will make it through this so don't get all freaked out. You won't have a break down and you will make it through this. You just need to focus on the here and now.
Let us have some of your backround information and you will get all kinds of help and support.
Stay strong,
Greatgreebo