Marijuana, benzos, E Pills, Oxycotin, oxy/hydrocodone, Lsd, and coke.

[s4i2c3k]

Im 21. Been smoking weed for about 10 years everyday like i had something to prove. Cutting back on it now. Been taking benzos for a few years..trying to stop...not so easy...probly gonna end up in rehab...I quit oxycotin and pain pills cold turkey, it was hard since i had such cheap and easy access to whatever i want. felt like **** but made it. I did e pills alot, i overdosed...all the drugs i mentioned in the title i would sometimes do them all in the same day..bad bad bad idea. almost died a couple times. cocaine i did when ever it was around...but i didnt really like it...still got hooked on it tho...i think i weaned off it by using e pills really. I stopped e pills because it was going to kill me..and im not ready to die i guess. Lsd was interesting...not for everyone thats for sure...easy to not take though. Now...benzos....seems to be the hardest...feels like ill die without them..but im taking steps to come off of them. I like hearing about people experiences with benzos...like for how long you took them and how much you took, and how you came off of them and how you feel afterwards. Anyone?

[vicki595]

Hey...you really need to get with a doctor. There's no telling what can be happening to you. It's cause for concern.

[s4i2c3k]

also really want to smoke opium, its been on my mind alot. i know it will give me sleep that i need, but im really trying to block this out of my mind

[s4i2c3k]

having severe panic attacks, left arm numbness, shooting pains from my left chest into my neck and up to my left ear, still havnt took anything else. really thinking about it...can i have a seizure? did i stop to quickly?

[s4i2c3k]

Today i actually have only takin half a mg of clonazapam and i didnt take my prozac today, since the doc said i could take it every other day, and i feel fine really. My normal dosage of benzos is about 1.5 - 2mgs a day, so i guess this is good right? after a few days i want to stop it all together if i still feel this good...but the day isnt over so ill see as time passes i guess.

[s4i2c3k]

Im just throwing this out there...but i used to wake up still tripping, start smoking, eat benzos, smoke, eat x, smoke, go to work, eat x and smoke at lunch, go home,smoke and work on an oc 80 and some percs, smoke, benzo, smoke, then its time to sleep, so my ******* would eat an e pill...or 10... the good ones not the garbage ones, try to smoke some tar to get some sleep. i dont know why im not dead. i would wake up to cops shining lights in my eyes with my pulse way down, throwing up, cold sweats, its def. a learning experience, considering i wasnt suicidal...is def. tought me a lesson.

[s4i2c3k]

whats your plan?