Here goes everything!

[TakingLifeBack]

Well it's been way to long and it's time to end this! I've done ALOT of research and I'm ready for the battle! Today is day one and I'm feeling ok just kinda...blah. I went to the store and I'm loaded up with water, apple and orange juice, soup, gatorade, Epsom salt and Epsom lotion for when Im at work and can't get in a hot bath and last but not least a heating pad(if you cant tell im terrified of the RLS) I think I'm ready and know it's time, way over time. Here goes everything!

Any advice on anything else I can do please let me know along with plenty of support! I'm not exactly the strongest person. I went cold turkey about a month and a half ago. I made it 6 days and caved. VERY STUPID I know! I was almost thru it and blew it all away! I know relaspe is very possible and I'm not going to say I won't relapse again cause I don't want that guilt on me. But this time I'm much more positive and so ready for life to begin all over again!

[jaimelynn35]

i am on day 1 as well, i wish you the best of luck!!! Stay strong, im going to PM you my number....if at ANY time you need to talk or cry "as i have done a ton of" any time day or night please feel free...im scared but ready too!

[rj0923]

What are you detoxing from?