My **New** Day 4

[scaredanddesperate]

So, i was at it again...hard, like really really hard! I was snorting up to 200mgs of oxy each day for the last few weeks. I've been trying so hard to stop over the last several months and today is day 4. I'M AT WORK!!! No, i wasnt worried about getting fired, dont really have much to do but I HAD to get out of my house. I thihnk i did the detox right his time...i told my son's father (We arent really together but you know, the love) Anywho i filled him in on just how bad it had gotten, he had no clue. He works out of town so he usually hangs out on weekends, but is staying until i'm better to help with the household and kids n stuff. What a relief it was to just focus on me. No fun, not at all but i'm really really praying i dont have to feel like this ever again..ever! I do have an aftercare plan, i'm meeting with a counselor next week but until then, i'm gonna try to make it to a few NA meetings just to stay motivated. Today my symptoms include lack of focus, a bit tired (Slept last night thanks to NyQuil) no appetite (Drank an ensure) and i'm cold.....not so bad, huh

[strawberri]

I too am on day 4, I sure hope you stick with this, your health will be so much better inside. Best of luck and Wishes for feeling better to.:)

[sdleo]

That's so great! Good luck :)