Hiya back2me,
I didn't read all your post as im visually impaired so if i appear rude I am sorry.
Would just like to say that going through that day without your DOC is amazing. Knowing there are trigger points like 'using in the bathroom.' Looking at positive things like 'not nodding off at work.'
You're an inspiration to others n people need to read posts like this.
Good luck n all the best,
Evey.
We don't have any in this area. I wish they did.
I found my best support for the same DOC in a same sex closed meeting. Hoping you're feeling better, longer, sooner.....NH
I am. It's just hard. But I am trying to be strong.
Funny how you can think the worst is behind you then BOOM ! I remember I was oh must have been 25 days out and I woke up one morning feeling like it was day 4 . Nasty feeling ! It happens but that too will fade away in time . Stay strong ! Jimmy
So, my day....I feel like I was pummeled back to day 9. My symptoms came back almost almost full force, and I'm still sweating like a ball of....well, sweat. I wanna scream!
Glad u made work and don't have to worry about finding new work! I'm only 4 or 5 days ahead and everyday is getting better ! In a month or so you will be a ball of energy at work ! Keep it up ! I to used the washroom as a daily escape from daily life! You will start to see you have no need to escape anymore!! good job!!!
Yes! Do try a meeting. That's good news that you are open to it. What happened today?
I had a rough day too. I'll probably try a meeting out tmw. Good to know my zombie buddy still kicking it with me. :)
Glad you got back to work buddy. That will help.I went back to work at about that day and it was no fun. One of my jobs is a real physical one.It was 100 degrees out and I thought I was going to die all day.
Work always added 30-40 % to my mood though especially at the end of the day as opposed to sitting all day or trying to do busywork.
I think I really started to feel better around day 25-30 this last time.I was doing the same thing you were doing and am 42 as well. Hope you get feeling lots better soon.
if you can hook up with an N/A meeting you will get more out of it....Gnarly
Hey Dude you go you got this this time around keep pushing forward things will contue to get better and better work the aftercare and you will not have to do this again look forward to seeing you more often with big clean time to report im so happy to see you beating your demond here good luck and God bless...............Gnarly