This is my first post but I have been reading here for a long time. I have taken anywhere between 6-20 pills (whatever opiate I could get my hands on) for years. First for brain damage/migraines caused by a routine medical test, after which I stopped with Sub. Now I have 2 herniated disks....anyway, I stopped (well, ran out) 5 days ago. The thing that is tripping me out is that I have done the c/t thing before with horrible results, symptoms, cravings. This time, nothing sunstantial. I am now freaking out that it will hiy me full force in a few days, although I know that this is not pharmacologically possible. And I am having a painful procedure done on Weds to help correct the damage in my neck, and I know I will recieve more pain meds. I don't want to turn them down because the pain is worse for about a week after the procedure, but I dont want to take them, stop again, and not be so lucky with the lack of w/d symptoms next time. What to do? (besides thank God that all I am feeling is some muscle spasms and sleeplessness)