ODD THING

Question

For all that don't know me , I had /have been ultram free for almost 6 months ...I spent most of last week in the hospital ,I came home with 10  5 mg oxys ....... I have been taking a pill and a half a day . about two hours after i eat I take half a pill . I have enough for a few more days ..... they funny thing is i was sitting here dreading withdrawl ....I guess out of habit ,cuz i highly doubt i will have any .....but out of habit that fear of it is there .......

avisg · Answer

hahahaha ya i dont think i will............

Chi_Chi_Lover · Answer

I'm glad you are home and hope you are doing better. You shouldn't have any WDs after 6 months clean and taking the meds as prescribed. If you do I'm going to be even more afraid to ever take anything the rest of my life.

cathy5841 · Answer

there you are.  we have been missing your sense of humor around here.  we also miss your great input on the tough ones lol.  come back to us hops!!!!!
we love ya
cathy

hopsing94 · Answer

Hey you know that you should'nt go through withdrawl. You will be fine,you are way to smart to let yourself get to that point. Just be careful. Take care of yourself.--John

CGR76 · Answer

Glad to here you are doing a little better. And good job on the disiplin withe the meds. It takes a strong and smart person to be able to do that. At least in our world it does. 
I have a question if you dont mind, about your past ultram abuse. You see, i am going throught the same thing with tramadol, I have only been using for about 3 months, but  my addiction escalated quickly. I am at about 24 pills a day. Right now, and this past past weekend I redused it to 4 pills. (ya, i know. WHAT A DROP)I feel real bad. You know with the WDs. I hate myself for doing this to myself, I hate that my family, and my boys had to see this. I hate thinking that the pills will make everything alll better. I hate, I hate, I hate and I wanna die...At least I want this side of me to die. But tell my how did u get started, and how did you end up quiting? How hard, how bad?

Dont be afried to rambel, reading is the only thing keeping me sane...

CGR

feohmoon · Answer

So glad to know you are back home - hopefully feeling a lot better!  
Once you have experienced the horrors of withdrawal...we do not soon forget, do we?
Sounds like you will do fabulous - Good to see you posting!

confused456 · Answer

Hope you are feeling better!!

Flutterby111 · Answer

I don't blame you...you commented on my post about the fioricet, I was concerned that my flu-like symptoms were w/ds just from taking one the night before....I've been off percs for over 3 weeks....it's scary!  Good job taking them sparingly-that takes discipline!  I know I couldn't do that right now....almost 6 months is amazing!

cathy5841 · Answer

good to see you this morning avis.  yes our minds are a funny thing.  it is always tricking us.  i hope you are feeling at least somewhat better.  i am still praying for you.
cathy