I am a mess!

[tavia14]

I am a mess! I have been off on off on and now on for about 2 weeks :( don't want to stop because I am afraid of withdrawals again but I know everyday I stay on makes it worse and worse and worse!!! What is it gonna take??? Death? I am such a mess!

[Tattoo67]

I am by far no expert on getting clean.  I had 26 dyas only to thow it away.  I am now back to day 3.  You can do this.  I know its hard but it only gets harder with time if you don't quit.  Wishing you the best. Hang in there

[gnarly_1]

HI Tivia you know your not to far gone yet to have it real bab....if you keep going that will change .....a very wise mane here once said.....
''the desire to get clean must exceed the desire to use if this is going to work
you have some tuff choices to make if you continue on you can look forward to jails institutions or even death this is not a game wile using you are recking your kidneys and liver you cant live without ether im not trying to scare yuo only give you the facts many of us have been threw this your still young you have your whole life in froront of you trust me you dont want to waist your life like I did I have a box full of broken dreams now its time to put using behind you its no longer a party its going to kill you we will be here to help you threw any withdrawals you may have to go threw meanwile it time to get clean good luck and God bless......Gnarly

[dominosarah]

What are you really running from?  

[vicki595]

Here's the link:

http://www.medhelp.org/posts/Addiction-Social/Another-NORCO-10-325-Diary-/show/1605868

[vicki595]

Uh oh...that's not good!

Listen, go find the post that "therealmattj" wrote earlier. Read it and come back and tell me what you're afraid of exactly.