You got some great suggestions---treatment if possible, NA meetings and counseling. For me, they were all a must.
Right now you need to get the drugs out of your body first, at least for the first few days. Do you plan on going ct or tapering?
When I got clean I went to treatment and it worked wonders for me. Is treatment an option for you? If not, I'd really suggest you trying to make it to an NA meeting even though your going through wd, it helped me get out of my own head and gave me a place that people could really help me get through it in addition to this site.
Hi, welcome here, salvegas :)
once you have taken this decision, you will need working hard on your new life. First thing is detoxing... you can read the health pages ( on the right side ) the thomas recipe and the amino acid protocol where you can find some good advices to go through those days and to recovere and help your body after years of abusing. Then you will need making life changes and a plan to stay clean.... we can talk later about it but the best way is through a healthy and disciplined life, getting rid of toxic relationships and adressing our personal problems ( the roots of our addiction ) with the help of NA meetings or an addiction therapist... whatever works for you.
Please, be positive that you can do it !!!!!!! :)
and stay here and keep us informed , read as many posts as you can so you can learn from other people's experiences too and tell us how you are doing, ok?
good luck!!