oh my GAWD! todays been brutal but i sucked it up and went out, my hubby drove me around the city for 3 hours and went to the health food store and bought every thing (i think it was dove that posted) wrote to buy to help with withdrawal cost 180 bux but im hoping it helps and i think it will and maybe i bet just thinking it will help might trick me into feeling better! lol, i have my gittyness and sarcastic humor and my smile back after 3 days and im happy about that, i actually feel a HECK OF ALOT better than this morning ! its weird cuz i still havnt taken any more of my taper pills since the last time this morning and after yesterday aft i didnt take any ! i didnt even realize this my hubby just told me, so im doing better than i thought wow i feel like my head is outa the cloud from the high the past 6 months and the sickness the past 3 days so im feeling good, wanted to thank everyone who has been helping me so far, i hope this positiveness sticks, but dont be surprised if i post another freak out lol, i hope i dont i hope it will just keep gettin better thanks guys :)