Hello everyone.
So, here is my story. About 8 years ago I had a very bad car accident where I almost lost my life. I caused sever injury to ankle and other parts of my body. If it weren't for the car I was driving, I wouldn't be here today.
The recovery process took about 3 years, and I still live with pain today. I have 7.5mg pills, and I would say I average about 4 a day with 16 hour days or so. I split them in half, and take them about 2-4 hours. It is rather odd, because I work on my feet and is what causes me the most amount of pain, but I notice that I actually take more pills when on the days I do not work.
I still need more surgery to help complete the fusion of my ankle but my biggest dilemma is that I do not have insurance, so it is taking me a while.
I need a different way to deal with the pain, as I want to stop taking these pills. I had actually quit once before using things like nyquil to sleep at night and lots of showers. This was around the 3 year mark, but went back into surgery and am reliving this all over again.
Every night I tell myself I need to stop, only to wake up to go to work the next morning, and re-living it all over again. I hate the way I feel when I take them, but hate the way I feel when I don't.
I need to stop, if not for me, for my family.
Please help.