Hello! I'm currently 10 days into getting myself free from the NORCO I've been on them for 2 years. I've had two spinal surgires in 4 years, last one resulting in a triple fusion C4-7. I also have severe arthritus in my lumbar spine with buldging disks pinching on nerves on both sides of my legs. I'm only 36 and the future has more surgeries in store for me - but I'm an eternal optimist and know that I need to make the best of my situation.
So, here's my situation: My doctors had me on all kinds of pain meds and I was able to wean myself off of everything but the Norco. At the time I didn't realize that was the one I should have weaned off - I thought that was the least damaging over the morphine patch. Now two years later I still have severe pain - live with it daily - but realized a few months ago I was also starting to live refill to refill. Trips had to be planned out to include how many pills I could take a day and if there was a local place I could refill if need be. I talked to my doctors about getting off them but they all said I still needed them for pain so I shouldn't think about it. Well, I'm gonna have pain with or without them so I decided to see how tolerable the pain is without them and see if I could just use them for the peak days.
I'm now on my 10th day of weaning off. I started by cutting my dose in half every day until I was taking 1 pill, half a pill and now no pills. I started withdrawls right before Christmas and I'm still going through it. Before all this I already had RLS, so yes my RLS is out of control right now! The nerve pain from my neck is nearly unbarble, but I'm dealing with it. My back is KILLING me, I know that it hurts during withdrawls so I'm not sure if it's just the withdrawls making it out of control or my back problems - but WOW it hurts! Sleeping, what's that? The trips to the bathroom are always exciting!! Still, I'm pressing ahead. My boyfriend thinks I'm irriatable but doesn't realize how much I'm holding back! He keeps telling me I should just take a pill and I keep telling him I want to give this a go.
Here's my question - I know I'm going to have to take something for pain eventually. I'm strong minded but not THAT strong! I talked to my pain mngmt doc about a non-narcotic and he said he wanted to put me on Tramadol. Well, I did a little reading here and see that might not be the best idea either! So, what do you recommend I do? I still have plenty of Norco at my disposal but I seriously want to just take it when I need it and not have to take it on low pain days to combat withdrawls. So will I have to deal with withdrawls everytime I take it or will I be okay if I can get to a point where I take it only on bad days? Any advise is really appreciated!!
PS - Thank you for this forum. You're the reason I'm doing this. I never thought of myself as an addict until I came here and now I realize the pain meds had me... regardless of whether I was taking them for legit reasons or not!!