We can all understand your desire...but please realize you have come so far, this will set you back. Mentally and emotionally you will be disappointed in a way that will be hard to deal with.
If you compromise once, it will set you up to do it again. You can do this, I know you can. Dig deep and give it all you got...get past this and it will be easier next time.
Hang in there
Peace
It's hard for everyone. Don't do it.
I agree that you have come far. You have been off them for many days now, so don't turn back. If you do have a pill I suggest you put it in the back of a drawer and let it sit there for 8 hrs. When the 8 hrs are up just let is sit for another 8 hrs.
Dove
its hard as hell..im so stressed out guys.....
NO>>>NO>>>NO PILLS...............
You've come this far...why turn back?
ONE pill is TOO MANY.....1,000 is NOT ENOUGH...
don't go there...STAY STRONG!!!!
one ,five twenty ,it does not matter
i did the one thing yesterday......it was just a guilt pill......one perk=serious mental anguish........screw it.....don't do it
you have been a few days without please do not turn back now.Part of why this is so hard for you is that you are on the fence,surrender to the fact you have a huge problem instead of fixating on that script so the healing can begin.You obviously want it or ya would not be here.We all think we want pills but you have the choice .Come play on the clean side and get out of that hell you insist on putting yourself in.YOU CAN DO IT get off that fence and come play with us we can help you.I guarantee in a couple of weeks you will feel better than any day on those awful pills
Does that mean your getting some pills today???