So tough .. So difficult .. Help ..

[155free]

Hi , I have post , this is the third time.. I don't wish to be screw up, or anything nasty on me.. Just wish to have some support & encouragement detoxing off the nasty H..

I m on H for nearly 6 months.. IVing abuser.. But I have recently taper a lot. And actually went CT the day before, but yesterday morning, I couldn't take it anymore.. And I iv again.. Lack of will power.. The legs are terrible.. I am always planning to succeed and telling myself that I will. I will but fail time after time since 7th aug 2012 till now..

I now not taking for high. Just to feel better and on very low dose. Like today I had 3 shots..
And I can see that my withdrawal length also seems to prolong. Normally I will start having mild wD 6 hours later but now , it like 9 hours.

Planning to have it detox on Monday. Can I have some encouragement. I know the decision is mine. But , no one knows I m on it.

Thanks a lot for the Members support.

[bettermomma]

Don't give up hun. I'm currently clean of H for 19 days. I'm addicted to the shot just as well as the drug. Your symptoms of WD will subside. I promise. Just take it one day at a time... one minute at a time if that's easier. That's what I'm doing... Again. Sixth time detoxing for me, and I will tell you, just as most have told me. Addiction is a silent friend. It's much easier when you tell at least one person who loves you or even cares about you. Their support means more than anything during this time. My prayers are ultimately with, for I know exactly how you're feeling. I've been there myself. Best of luck and please keep us posted, no matter what your descion.


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[weaver71]

I am glad you are still trying. I think GarbageAddict may be right. I know there are no clinic in Singapore, but you have family. You may need to take that chance. It is better to be disowned than dead or in prison. I'm sure someone in your family would be willing to help you. Also, when you tell people you know, it becomes more real. It is difficult to do this on your own. I know you want to do this alone, but it's so hard, as you have come to learn.

[conhall]

Hi I a was just reading your post I dont know anything about IV Ing or H i just know what pills do to you and the WD I was hoping you could get into a program like Garbage addict suggested.
They dont have any type of crisis place that can help you?
I will be around to offer you Support again I dont know about H or IV using but maybe look up online and see what you can do maybe there are more options out there that can help you.
Read the Thomas recipe I know your WD will be more severe but maybe some of the things on this can help you eliviate some of the WD symptoms. How long does H wd last i know pills last 3-4 days?
I Think you posting is a huge step in a positive direction I hope you can get the help you need maybe from a Doctor?
Please keep posting and maybe someone with more experience on this can help you with WD support and things that can help you.
I am sending you positive thoughts .

[155free]

Apparently there isn't any help available My country have got no sub doc , nothing .. I will b trying CT tomorow which is a Monday again.

Thanks for all support. I hope I will make it

[GarbageAddict360]

IV-ing H is no joke! You can not taper if you are still shooting up.  My advice is to go to a crisis unit to get the much needed professional care. They can give you medication to soften the withdrawal symptoms. My little brother was IV-ing H and cocaine and I can tell you that he was unable to kick it CT by himself.  He had to go into a detox program where he was closely monitored and now lives in a sober house.

I are going to need to get honest, this secret can put you in an early grave.  I know you probably don't want your family to know, but what you need now more than anything is support.  If they were to know, what do you think will be there response?  A lot of people are scared to share their secrets with family because they fear being disowned or rejected, but in most cases family is more concerned for you than anything else.  If you really want to kick this, you are gonna need them by your side.  

[selfinduced]

Here for you! I also don't have experience with H, but will continue to look for you and throw support your way. Better days are ahead. Addiction *****.....you deserve better. Love and support on the way.

[ashka747]

I know nothing about H, but I imagine it's rough to quit. I just wanted to offer you support and encouragement! Kudos to you for wanting to stop. Congrats on making that decision. That's the first major step and you're doing it. God bless.