Thank you very much..
I have a friend who is on methadone and he is ALWAYS upping and downing his dosage and it seems like he is ALWAYS feeling like ****.. I have been on 50mg for about a year and a half and WOULDN'T go up because I knew the higher I went the harder I figured it would be..
Im not grossly out of shape, I just am about 10 pounds overweight and dont feel myself.. I would like to join a gym and even have a 3 month free pass its just I have my daughter full time, I am thinking of doing this once I get her put into day care..
The reality with methadone is it TOTALLY hinders your life.. I can't go to college because normally twice a week I have to go to a PACKED methadone clinic to leave a urine sample which can take an hour or so and no school or job just lets you take 2 days a week off or 2 mornings off...
I am a total mommas boy haha, she is a great lady and she will be of help.. She tells me all the time to just get off and she will "Help me with the flu for a week" but I dont think she understands the severity and unless someone could TAKE my daughter their is NO WAY I am going cold turkey..
Ill keep ya updated and thank you..
I tapered off of 90mgs of methadone & came off at 2mgs, this took about a year, I went down 2mgs per week, some prefer to jump off at higher doses, & thats their choice, but myself personally, I wanted my detox to be as simple & easy as possible. Regardless of the dose someone is on, its typically the same recovery process, two weeks to three weeks of suffering, then it seems to start getting better. I never felt any withdrawals untill I got under 10mgs, then I felt like a wreck for a few days, then Id feel better, till my next drop, this continued till I was off of methadone for about a month. I was on methadone for 5 years & never became over weight or had any problems with my teeth, but Ive heard of others making these complaints? If I were you Id start taking a good vitamin & if you dont excersise, this would be a good time to start. Just try to stay positive & try not to think about withdrawals, this was the mistake I made when I got off methadone, the more I thought about it, the worse I felt. & Its nice to hear that your so close to your mother, she sounds like she may be a good person to help you thru the detox period & recovery process of getting off methadone. Good Luck & keep us posted on how your feeling during your taper!! Penelope
Honestly anybodys input would be appreciated...