I have been on various opiates for over a year now, this last month I was prescribed diulodon and am always prescribed 5mg of methadone, long-short I abused my pills and went 2 days with a 750 vicodin every 4 hrs , didn't sleep over 2 days and except when I seemed to pass out and in min literally come to, where of course I would cry feeling clammy , depressed, and all around tortured. I got my dr to not prescribe the dilodon and he went back to the norco 10mg 3 - 4 a day and 50mg of methadone. Since mon I have cut 5 or more to 3 , still on 3 of vicodin and 3 mg of Xanax, for my anxiety, I had a antic attack within 6 hrs of last dilodon, I really thought I was dying anyway, can there be success by taking 1 methadone away every 5 days til down to none ? My husband has my pills now as I clearly am an addict and cannot take them as prescribed, after feeling withdraw for 2 days I decided I don't want to be on anything with this much power over my body? I will still have vicodin for pain but hope to get that to 2 a day when I get thru the methadone deal. Hoping if my husband has pills locked away I can take vicodin less than prescribed , am I fooling myself with that? If I am plz can anyone suggest what I can use for pain of degenerative disc disease L 2-5 and herniated S - 1. Thanks for any help