Thankyou to all my support..heres something to ponder..

[sadinmichigan]

Thankyou to all my wonderful friends here and to the people i have yet to know..I appreciate your kind and truthful words..I just want to say..Too the many that have been in my postion before and took a few pills during all the days that they have been clean- get back up brush your a$$ off..I am not beating myself up anymore..I realized something that really put a new light on it ,for me anyway..I would have taken already in 50 something days clean, upwards of 700 PILLS..That is crazy to me..but true..so no..I will not be too hard on myself and i am back in the saddle..Thankyou to my friend who bs'd with me on the phone for a good long time today..your a sweetheart..(not a stalker..lol) anyway..I have to get on with things and i will..How can I not. I have all the support in the world here and have met wonderful people..it did scare me and pi$$ me off that i let this thing with the old man get to me..OUT OF EVERYTHING!!! I won't let this life take me down..there will always be something and that I let that be an excuse did upset me..I made a mistake and i will learn from it..i am trying hard not to drink..can't promise i won't have a few here and there but I am going to be ok...i know i have a rough road ahead but I have so much support i think i will be ok..Thankyou Thankyou and Thankyou all again..much love to you all..

[cathy5841]

OMG lisa what wonderful news.  i so feel your happiness.......girl could not have been better timing for ya.  awesome news.....love ya sweetie.

[wait2long]

Theres my Lisa...the Lisa i know whose strong and determined!, with a great sense of humor i might add...

Damn lady!!!  i'm proud of you, all you have been through and listen to you!!! i havent heard you sound this great and POSITIVE in a long time sweetie...i'm loving it!

i miss you like hell lady!
Love ya to pieces!
W2L

[bobby139]

sad...I am glad you are feeling alittle better today. Tell ya I sure look up to you girl, you are one of the strongest ppl i have ever met...well i guess we havnt really met, but spoke..oh hell you know what i mean lol...

I love ya girl
bobby

[CadillacJack]

Good for you, Lisa. Just have a good time this evening.

[sadinmichigan]

I like those cadillac eldorados..too..or a grand national..but i truly loved my monte carlo..i did i did..and my 68 nova..smashed it but loved it...lol...When i was 16 i actually drove a huge pontiac bonneville..diesel..LOL don't wanna run out of gas in those things..(yeah i did)  and thanks..i am feeling ok..with all of you as friends..i have to..i'm doing a little dance..LOL  and drinking a little teeny bit of wine..

[CadillacJack]

A Cadillac isn't just an auto.... It's a Cadillac. See, you can go drive your car... I'm going to go drive my Fleetwood. It just has a different ring to it. You know.