White light moment involving others being more important than my drug addicted selfish self.
-Becca
'We do not have to use, and this is a great freedom.'
7 hours in the City of Long Beach jail for possession of a contolled substance.
I thikn that the recovery IS in our hands. The first step is "We admitted we WERE powerless". It's no we ARE powerless. You need to surround yourself with good, strong, soer people, yes. Remember it's always people, places and things, BUT, when you are in the right place in your sobriety you are not limited to where you go and who you speak to provided you always check your motives.
You DO have the power now..... You've seen th other side and no one can take that from you.
My blood pressure was going up, i was a recluse, my bathing habits were not good and i was afraid i was going to die, they would do an autopsy and find out i had overdosed and my family would be left with so many doubts.
Crispy: The last sentence is a very good point!