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[Mikeinthesouth]

For all of you out there that are just lurking just starting to withdraw or the ones interested in my updates. Here they are: I am wrong of my time I am actually at day 5 not 4 as I said previously I guess I would rather be mistaken that way than advancing the clean time I have. Anyways I still feel like hell warmed over. I do know however that this is not permanent unless I chose to go back to using again. My ahnds are not as shaky I am nauseated and cannot eat for my life. I don't know what to do with myself except read and post here and there. I am around the house though with the installers today and don't see this ending with them any time soon as they have my entire house to do. The one head installer is a bible thumper talking to me like I am a reverend here and I am far from it. Hate to say it but I am no way close to being Godlike. I do wish so, but I am tooooo weak for that in my life. I do my best to believe and want with all I am to believe but have a hard time doing so at times. Logic tells me to do so such as the world and all of its miracles and the way all of nature is here and working forward without mankinds interuptions. I guess I am a bliever but a small doubter however I am no way close to meeting up to his seeming christian statue. Anyway thats what is going on here and oh yeah I will pray for some new fingernails because I have eaten all of my own already again...........LOL I still have no appetite but am forcing myself to eat and have my V8......................................................................Well here I am being left to my own devices and I am trying to do the right about face and be good to myself once more............................................ Thanks for listening, Mike

[Mikeinthesouth]

Yeah feeling better than Yesterday a bit gonna start expecting to start getting better by the day.

[newgirl2708]

Hey Bud...sounds like you're there alone..where's the family? You should have some support around you right now...and God's got you right where you're supposed to be...as well as the installers...if they weren't supposed to be there, they wouldn't. Trust me. No accidents. It all happens for a reason. Even this ****. We are not suppose to know all the answers. If I could I would underline suppose...anyhow. Sounds like you feel better today..

[Mikeinthesouth]

Thanks mike Grain of a mustard seed I remember that and will have to keep it in my thoughts.

[Mike_B_]

I know how you are going to start feeling better soon.  Its tough doing wd with people around.  Prayer can do much to help you though the valley.

[Mikeinthesouth]

Thank you all and thanks for the compliment on our state

[w_dawn]

Faith the size of a mustard seed goes a long way!! And if any of us start to think we are anything more than just really faulty humans...shame on us! Be patient w/ that bible-thumper. He's faultier than most! ;)
So glad you have made it to day 5! Congrats. Very soon you will start to feel better and better...on the upswing.

dawn

[taytay90]

i went to an archery competition with my husband at kinder, la back in 2002. wasn't able to make it to new orleans but you do live in beautiful state.

[Mikeinthesouth]

All I know right now is those drugs are devils. It seems that hold they have are number one in my life My best friend my spouse etc...

[Mikeinthesouth]

New Orleans

[worried878]

Sounds like you will make it!  at least this time around you know what to expect...and you know it ends soon...are you planning on some aftercare this time, like meetings or anything?  posting is good aftercare as well...I am just glad you caught it quickly and got back on track

congrats and keep posting

[taytay90]

i'm glad you're here mike. as one who's gone through withdrawal hell more times than i want to admit it's good to have people on here like you. you're honest about how you're feeling and i have a feeling you're going to make it this time. where in the south are you. i'm in deep south georgia. if i leave my house i can be in alabama or florida within 10 minutes.

[Mikeinthesouth]

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[Mikeinthesouth]

Oh Yeah Hi I am Mike and I am a meber of Medhelp Drug Addiction and Abuse Forum. See I am making progress. Smiling out loud.....................