I just stopped taking vicodin 5 days ago, and oh boy! do I feel like crap. Perhaps I just needed to get my experience in print as a form of therapeutic activity---I don't know.
Again, I just recently stopped vicodin, and 5 day later, feel like I am dying---insomnia, shakes, an empty feeling in the chest, nausea, fatigue, weakness, among others conditions. I had never taken drugs recreationally in my life. Never drank, used marijuana---literally nothing. But the stress of school (I was attending the leading public U.S. university), and my ADHD lead me to start taking hydrocodone to help me concentrate when reading and to sleep. It used to be one pill. But after four years of school, and following graduation and not being able to find a job, depression set in. Soon, I was using it to lift my spirits. One pill became two pills, then four, then six, then eight, then twelve or more. I knew it was too much, but I couldn't function without it. A year later, I've found a job and am trying to quit, but am feeling like I am dying here.
I guess my question is: when will it ever end?