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Have you ever tried counseling with your husband? Or just talking to him honestly and telling him how you feel? The reason why I ask this (and not to take sides w/husband)cuz hes definietly wrong for verbal abuse, but sometimes when you are in chronic pain you can't help yourself and you hurt the ones that you love. Ask him how he feels about you and your stepdaughter. And try to see if there is anyway you can work it out. And please try to stop with the pills before it gets out of hand. It will just get worse. If you stop now the withdrawals will be a lot easier. Just my opinion, you live with him and really know him. Just trying to help...
Sharon
I t is awesome to have u here really! Please ignore the nonissue related stuff recently. Every once in a while it flares up in here but the caring and honesty always wins in the end!
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TY!
Suzie
I wenthe AA CA route years ago and am trying to go back now...the years I was sucessful (4years sober) were the happiest years of my life. I was happy, clean, spiritual fit, healthy and had more wonderful friends than I knew what to do with..it works...but you got to be commited if you can be committed to the drugs you can just committ yourslef to the program equally as dilegent...first step is to find a meeting...I had a terrible experience with NA people but that is me, I found great happiness in AA and CA, let me know if you want to know more...***@**** use Rx in subjesct line so I wont delete
Bless you...your doing the right thing...we have all been where you are, and some still are ...your not alone anymore!!
Ive been suffering chronic pain for 3 years now and my wife is so sick of hearing about it, she says she going to need valium to get through it. It really is a family altering experience. I was snorting 2 oxycontin 80's in the morning not just for the pain anymore but to feel normal. I recently went off everything, and I was fearing for my life. Coming off the narcs wasnt that bad, just a sick feeling for a couple few days and thats about it, dont be scared to do you will be glad you did. My back pains no better, but the guilt is gone and that feels so good. good luck
I really want to thank everyone for your posts. It is helping me mentally to cope with this knowing that I'm not alone. I think my mental frame of mind is a good place to start in my hopeful recovery. At first I was overwhelmed by the responses and started to cry. But now I feel that I can deal with this. Like I said, this is my first time doing this and I'm glad I did.
Thank you for your personal stories, advice and blessings. I hope to one day pass these acts of kindness on to those who need me. One positive thing I can say about myself is that I open my heart up to those who want to come in.
Thanks again, Debbie
WELCOME! Although many cannot taper! I could not. Most cant. This is a disease and u have made the most important first step to recovery.. admission u have a problem!
Peace to you.. keep postin and readin!
Suzie