I was in the addiction forum but must be very very busy. I just wanted to let everyone know who gave advice about myself and my life.. That I listened I think I'm on day 12 maybe day 14 lol... The days run together almost but I ended up with a really bad cold along with w/d of hydro, and had no choice but go to doc. I thought it was flu but nope real bad cold, well cold ran its course and ill take the w/d easy now lol. But I tapered nicely also, but taper or not you will w/d. I knew how to do it cause I did it once before.. But I have changed my life, I got rid of everything and everyone that kept me close to it. And thinking selfish of only myself now :) which is a good thing. Last night I slept 7 hrs. I know it still will come and go but I see a different earth now, even if its cold outside lol. I hope anyone who needs hope will get this post and just remember there's always worse and there's no where to go but up now when your down. Always remember when it rains it pours but after that all the flowers grow:) I still have a path to finish but that will be all done tomorrow. Then I start all over for myself..with my new loving bestest hubby.. As I said Ty all who helped, I will keep posted the best I can :) but I'm planning to stay busy, happy and drug free... Also I do need to mention God also cause this time he made sure I listened. When I did I didn't have to do much cause everything fell in place all by its self. Giving me a bad bad cold along with w/d he was yelling lol. Ok I'm blabbing so I'm going togo now. Good luck to all and Gods speed.