I'm glad that you were able to finally get back into living life again before you really did permanent damage to yourself or someone else. I pray that you're able to make a full recovery and eventually get off all medications. There are allot of new therapies for your type of back pain that don't require addictive medications. Look up the use of Lidocain infusions for pain control....Good luck brother and God bless....
Suboxone saved me too but just want you to know the WD from Suboxone is not easy either. Just talk to your Doc about a very slow taper. With each step down after I 2 mg is still very testy. I am still pushing through mine but living life on the side being clean and not having all the craziness that comes with getting a fix is so much better! Keep up the work and work the program it truly helps and it took me a couple of years to work it right!
Hi and welcome!! Just wanted to add to what Vicki posted...you will be so so amazed at how beautiful life is without pills, and how much you can actually "feel," in terms of feelings and emotions, happy, sad...I am 122 days completely free of pain pills, and I never ever thought I would live life through these clear happy eyes again! It is a tremendous feeling, and I am glad that you are wanting to see what I see also! You have been through enough, you don't want those pills to suck the rest of your life out of you. Around day 20 or 30 ish I think it was, I felt as if I had never ever taken a pain pill in my life and was so happy to be free and back to someone that I thought I had lost 10 years ago when the pills began. Congratulations to you and as always, thank you for your service!
You've really come full circle and I'm proud of you! I'm glad you posted here because it's a great support. Can you talk about what else you're doing beside taking Suboxone? What kind of aftercare, program, group etc...Also, 4mg is a good amount to take and not a small amount at all so you're smart not to take more than that.
Thank you for your service, soldier! V.