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have some rehab questions?

slneedshelp · Answer

I wish we could all be together withdrawing that way we could support each other in person.

treedr · Answer

I've been on here since 2:30am central. Just moaned on my own thread. Didn't see you girl. Hang on! You keep trying, you must want it. And, you AREN'T alone. For me, the nights are the hardest! Woke at 2 feeling like an electric current was running through me. Yuchi!!

If you want rehab, know you have to come out and fix your life. My stepdaughter gone in 6-7 times. She's still a junky and is destroying her boys.

Be well and stay strong

Merri123 · Answer

So how would things change when you get out if rehab? Who will be taking care of Grandma while you are there? And will go back there when you get out. There are options for Grandma. Look into Respite care - someone would come over and give you are break while you go shopping or something for and afternoon or whatever. 

What happens after rehab is just as important as going there.

slneedshelp · Answer

Thats what im thinking i think my envirement keeps me using im stuck in the house taking care of my grama 87 years old pills got worse sisnce i moved in here. I dont have a life .you would think ny mom or uncle would help but no they have a life.

kellygirll · Answer

i went to rehab and it changed my life i too kept relapsing for 8 months couldn't stay clean to save my life even when i told my husband and family about my addiction i thought go to meetings and viola fixed um no i needed rehab i need to be taken out of my environment and be totally immersed in my recovery and  address all my crap from my life i.e. childhood first marriage you know your shitt i went to one of the top 5 rehabs in the county and didn't even know it it was a duel diagnosis rehab didn't know that either they have you work on your addiction and the also address any mental health diagnosis you have i.e. depression anxiety bipolar schizophrenia etc if you have insurance go on the internet and just make calls thats what i did for about a week every day i must of called about 10 of them before i chose one some of us can do this at home with the help of aftercare and some of need a little more i have was clean i have been out of rehab a little over 3 months and only relapsed once after 118 days but i now have a clear picture of what it feels like to be clean and sober and it feels great i  never coulda imagined that i could feel this good without drugs it is really possible!!!! best of luck to you!!

drakeBpat · Answer

I have the brains and advice I could help all day long even though I'm not a week into my pwm sobriety it suxs I wish I could use my own advice!

jifmoc · Answer

Gosh dang, Drake...you amaze me!

drakeBpat · Answer

The same thing has crossed my mind but i thought like this: Let's say you were to get into rehab? Ur not in rehab forever so as soon as u got out u would have this same pressure its easy to pick up a phone and call ur dealer try ur hardest to do this outpatient though. What's your story ? How long have you been on pills? I'm on day 2 also if u can do it so can I stay strong and if you can sit there and not have self reason to get clean ull never b able to go thru with it U have to hit rockbottom and you'll definetly know when that is

jifmoc · Answer

Found this for you:

http://www.michigan-na.org/metro_detroit_region/

jifmoc · Answer

Okay, you only relapsed once, right? Sorry, I don't know your exact chronology.

Did you cut all your sources? You can't relapse if you can't get pills.

You know how everyone w/ time on here pounds the idea of aftercare into everyone? This is one of the reasons. You won't be alone. There are literally millions of peeps in meetings. Look at all the folks on this site. And all the new people that don't even stay on. There are tons of peeps in your exact situation. You just have to go where they are.

For TONIGHT, are you safe? Do you not have any pills or any access?

slneedshelp · Answer

Because I'm alone and I keep relapsing

jifmoc · Answer

Sounds to me like you are panicking. Why do you think you need rehab vs. detoxing at home then doing aftercare/meetings which are free?

slneedshelp · Answer

I'm just thinking how alone I am in this . I think I need to go to rehab . how do I start.

jifmoc · Answer

Aren't you on day 2?

So, what's your question?

drakeBpat · Answer

Hye i did the same thing i caved but im onw day 2 and evem though its hard as hell Stay strong! distract ur mind keep busy listen to music do something you love if you work, pick up shifts! It sounds silly but that's how iv made it is work work work also the above suggestions are a lot easier said then done obviously but you gotta find an Alternative. I have really good advice because I know where I wanna be but this road is not easy!!!!

luvdolphins58 · Answer

Hello. I too am in California. But am usually up very late. So if u need to talk I'm here too. What's going on?

slneedshelp · Answer

I caved after 2 days I have only took 4 norcos since still having withdraw symtoms since.

jifmoc · Answer

Sorry, I'm not understanding. What do you mean you're still not taking anything only a couple of times?

slneedshelp · Answer

Im in Detroit , im still not taking anything only a couple times.all I can think about is to get help . would rehab be a better option

jifmoc · Answer

Hi! I'm in California, I'm up.

What's going on?

slneedshelp · Answer

Still trying to be sober . Can't sleep need to talk to someone.

Cricketk92 · Answer

Good Morning!  I am actually on my way out the door to go to work but will be back on around 330 am once I get there.  Id be happy to talk with you then!  Hang in there!!!!