Help...again

[Tiffany55]

I know I keep coming on here then going away over and over but I just needed to come here and write. I'm so miserable right now. All I can do is cry. I just CANT get over this. I hate to say I CANT because I know its possible but Im having such a hard time keeping my mind off of things. I just dont even know what to do anymore :( its not like I can relapse so theres no worry there but I just feel so stuck. My dad was giving me the suboxen again and it was helping, but now he said NO MORE and he means it this time, so now Im stuck just being miserable. I need help, even just some pointers on how to keep my mind busy, and how to get my determination back. I feel like I just never wanna do anything anymore. When I was taking the Suboxen I felt like I was finally getting better. I actually looked for things to do and felt like my mind was busy. Now Im back to feeling like Im just stuck. And its not like I have a social life now that I moved to another state I have no one to even take me out and get my mind off of things. Help...please :(

[Crispy]

You will have to go through these emotions eventually. There will be no way around it, but know it will be better one day. It may not be tomorrow or next week but it will get better. What your feeling is normal, everyone on here and whoever has went through opiate w.d and recovery has also. Your mind needs time to heal if you can only cry then cry your body will recycle through all the emotions. But i promise you if you commit to this process you will find joy in life again. Send a message anytime if u need to vent or cry i have two shoulders and one always has a vacancy sign on it.

[GoingToMakeIt]

     Hey there girl! It's good seeing you again. I'm sorry things are rough. Eat some dark chocolate for the depression. It does help. Just don't eat it late at night. exercise will get the endorphins going again. They make you feel better and provide energy. If it helps to be on here, try to be on here more frequently. I always find it helps when others have gone through the same thing. then I know I am not alone in this.

[malenurse57]

We all know those feelings and they will pass. All I can offer @ this Time is prayer for you and let you know you are not the only one tonight. Good Luck and God Bless

[worried878]

u will girl...this will pass and feeling a bit depressed is kinda normal right now....that new job sounds like the key...u will be busy and meet people...then get  a car and u will be so busy you will be wishing u could be bored..and hit some meetings too ...i do sometimes wish i could be bored for a couple of hours....hang in there girl...are u taking the vitamins and stuff?

[corey411]

Hon please have faith that this feeling will go away. It sounds like you are depressed and this is normal during recovery. Try to take walks, exercise..what kind of things did you like to do before? It can be very hard to motivate yourself to do things but just make yourself do them and you will find that it helps more than you might think. Posting and talking about how you are feeling is really important so keep letting us help you. I know it does not help right now but in time you will feel better. I promise. It's really good that you got a job. You are still very young and your life will be so much better getting off this stuff now instead of waiting for years like many of us did. You will have a great life ahead of you and will find happiness soon. Just stay clean and give it time. Lots of luck. Corey

[Tiffany55]

Yeah I have no car as of right now. I just got a good job and thats the only good thing in my life right now.

[worried878]

sweetie...i feel for u as i can tell u r very young...r u stranded like without a car and stuff?

[Tiffany55]

I dont even really know the mgs. I was just taking a quarter of each one, once a day...it was like an orangey color if that helps....I'm just so depressed :(

Thanks for getting back to me, it helps to know theres people somewhere

[road2recovery]

Welcome back.....Are you saying that u stopped sub today??  What mgs?
i am just worried about your w/d's from this....

I know it has to be hard in another state has to be tough..I sure hope u start feeling better
hugs
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