feeling discouraged & afraid

[innocencelost]

Today is day 7 off Norco, yet I feel horrible. Chills, malaise and worst of all super depressed. Just to get out of bed to come to my computer was a huge effort. Have had issues with depression my entire life, but this is relentless and so potent. I've had my go round with a/d, none of which helped at all. I know it's still early in the w/d game but I am unable to do the little things that would help some, like go for a walk. Just feel comatose. Is this normal? How much longer does this go on? I'm afraid. Any suggestions, info would be welcome.

[kyle505]

If you've had issues with depression prior to the addiction/detox, then you may feel the crap a bit longer than someone who didn't have a depression problem. And as you know, coming of the meds only makes things worse. But, it does get better. I can absolutely promise you that there is a wonderful life waiting for you without drugs.
If you continue to struggle after a couple of weeks you should probably see a doc. Just in case.

[Sweetness91]

The Clonidine does help...maybe try going to an urgent care or ER? I'm sure if you explained the situation, they would help. Good luck and congrats on your clean time!

[JimiMiddleFinger63]

Hey ...my doc wanted me to taper of 60-75 mg oxy IR a day. Would a been till july. I just told him I was goin CT. He was not happy, but called me an hour later and said there is a script for clonadine waiting for you at the rx......That's how it worked for me. He knew though that I was struggling and I did tell him I wanted off and for good.

Best of luck to you

[Miss_Creative]

I came out and told the same doctor that was giving me my Norco that I wanted to stop using it, taper down, and I'm having bad anxiety. He RX'd me Xanax for the panic attacks. I've never used Clonodine... But I think any clinic or doctor that has been RXing narcotics for pain would be willing to also help with withdrawals.

[innocencelost]

Thanks for your response. I would really like to get a script for Clonidine but don't have a regular dr. (the one who I've been seeing at a clinic has been my "source" for Norco). This may sound like an inane question but did you just ask your dr. for this admitting you were going through w/d? I have severe PTSD which I have read clonidine is good for treating symptoms. I'm in no mood to start on about my addiction with some uppity dr.; just want the Clonidine. Sorry to go on like this but I really need something to help or I will relapse. Thanks to for reassuring me that this hell is normal and shall pass. Is there some source for Clonodine that is reliable? I sound like a paranoid freak.

[Andie015]

No reason to feel afraid...it's totally normal to still feel like garbage. Some people are under the impression that detox only lasts 5 to 7 days and I really disagree with that. You will have some form of wd's for a while. I found around day 30 they really start to improve. So just hang in there...you're doing great!! I know it doesn't feel like it now but you are doing an awesome thing for yourself and everyone around you. And I agree with the clonidine...it helps so much. As far as your depression...if you already have it this situation will just amplify it...again, hang in there...you can do it...

[JimiMiddleFinger63]

I have found that if I drink that whey protein powder I feel much better. Gotta be something in it cuz it taste like paste and sugar. so it's not like it's a "this is yummy it makes me feel better thing.". I'm on day 4 and at least feel human......not great but I no longer wish for the grim reaper to come for me....

Do you have Clonadine? That was just a godsend for me.

[adexec181]

Hang in there...was the same as you!  In spite of folks suggesting to get up and exercise, for the first 7-11 days, I was a zombie unable to do almost anything some days.......even get out of bed.   I do find if I did  force myself to at least get to the mailbox I felt better, but some days I just couldn't.  Today is day 12 and the first morning I had any real energy.  Got up, showered, got dressed and went to the dentist.  Am happy I have seen a smidgen of my old self back...and it was great but short-lived...am weary and anxious again but I know tomorrow is a better day.   Be good to yourself...this is a waiting game and you need to take time and do what works for you.  Just forgive yourself now, and do what you can. Better days are soon ahead...I guarantee!!