Norcos r runin my life an i need help wit WD....

[tiny7]

Im takin every Norco,lortab it is to take @recoveredfromamonster when i read ur postd i cryd like a babe i dnt knw why but its sumthin about ur post i felt like u was rite here explainin everythin to me..I feel like i hve hit my bottom i do nothin but spend money this month i hve spent $2000 i hve nothin else in the bank all i hve in my bank is $20 (cryin) all i want is my life back i wan to b happy witout pills i do nothin but cry if im high r not my husband tell me everythin is goin to b ok he is goin to be here 4 me but im so scared its goin to *** a day when he cant talk it anymo an leave i dont want to lose him r my life...when i dnt hve any norcos i take anythin that luk like it...i just dnt knw y my life turn out like this i was one of the gurls every gurl wantd to b like r boys wantd to b wit i had everything as a teen up into now i had my house bought an paid 4 when i was 17 an a car i hve biger an better things now but im losin them behind these dam pills (Cryin)my family use to luk up to me but now they luk down on me GOD plz take me away frm here i cant live like this anymo SO ONE HELP ME PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ i swear im just a lil gurl in this grown woman body cryin out 4 help i never wantd help this bad until now(Cryin out loud)why did this happen to me they say god take you threw hell to get you to heaven im ready yall 4 heaven bcos im tied of this hell i always wish to wake one day and all the pills an meth was just a dream but its not i never wake to that..................................................................................thank u guys 4 ur words im askin 4 one thing 4rm u guys plz hold my other hand wit the LORD an help me threw this

[recoveredfromamonster]

How you doing today? Stay sober. I'm praying for you. You will do this!

[recoveredfromamonster]

You have a whole day. That's HUGE. Tomorrow will be better. And so will the next day. Keep going. You can do this.

[gnarly_1]

HI and welcome to the forum...well it sounds to me like your in pritty deep...if your ready to quit you have came to a good place...but you got to want it bad and be willing to fight for it
try not to let fear into the equation it only makes it worst and its always worst in our minds then it actualy turns out to be....how many pills a day are you taking??....regardless your going to have to go threw withdrawals to get off them the physical part of the withdrawal last about a week with days 3 and 4 usually being the worst...get comfortable with the saying...
''you just got to be ok without being ok for a wile" what your going to go threw is only temporary it a lot like having the flu with some added anxiety...no fun but doable
you need to take a deep breath and regroup...the best single thing you can do is go into this with a positive attitude its kinda a win win when you get it over with you will no longer be chained to a pill bottle and they will no longer be running your life ...look up the thomas resape on the vright hand side of the screen get as much of it as you can afford it sounds like your broke if so get some cheep fruit drinks to stay hydrated and walmart has a generic for imodiom thats 1/2 the price get that also..my favorite therapy for a host of withdrawal symptoms is a good long hot soak in the tub  you may need several a day at first...if you can rent some movies to watch your probably not going to be able to sleep...and I notice you believe in God...that can be huge in doing this...I wouldn't have made it without my faith in God...pray with all your heart that he gives you the strength to go threw this Jesus has much grace and love to give he will be there every step of the way it just takes faith...keep posting for support and read the other posts you not in this alone where all out here for you good luck and God bless.......Gnarly            

[tiny7]

yes im ready i hvent any clean time just 1 day an i didnt like the feelin so i startd rite back WD scare me i feel like im dyin cant breath when i feel myself cumin down im READY to stop i need my body feel like a 80yr ol i neva want to go out for fun just sit at home an do my pills

[StillLost21]

It sounds like you're ready to stop, so you've just got to put in the work and take the action to stop. I understand the h e ll that addiction causes. It runs through your life and destroys everything. I'm sure everyone on here can understand that. So now you've got to go through the detox and then put some kind of plan in afterwards to work on your recovery and stay sober. Have you ever detoxed before or been sober for any length of time? There is the amino acid protocol (  i think thats what its called) in the health pages that helps you through the WD. As for aftercare you could think about going to NA to get support from people going through the same thing as you. Another alternative could be an addiction therapist. Or you could do both if you wanted to. Are you ready to stop and go through the detox now?