Hi and welcome to the forum.
I am glad to hear you found that "higher power". The "God of your understanding" is one of the most important parts of recovery. Congrats on your clean time!!!
Great post. Keep up your great work and thank you or sharing your story.
wanted to clarify when i said i love ur name i meant the title of ur forum:) (of coarse I can relate to ur name too lol)
great job on day 11. I also believe that God can take this from us love ur name btw:) I too struggle God completely healed me of this addiction over 3 years ago and i stayed clean my husband hurt his back and just had back surgery back in my house they were back in my tummy:( How dumb... i am now struggling like crazy i made it to day 7 and had over 48 hrs ttraight of pure restless legs and absoultuly NO sleep i caved and took some been taking them everyday since... I am so disappointed in myself last night i laid in bed and jsut cried to God because i continue to let Him down when i KNOW He has the power to heal me... I have to get past day 1 again and i am so regretting but thanks so much for the reminder to take it to the Cross:) God Bless u so glad u r reclaiming ur life and recognize God's healing hand in this...