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[mamaamw]

24 hours down.... a LOT to go. please God, help me!!!

[LeaAnn807]

I missed it all!  I've been gone but trust me, no one could stop me from focussing on helping you, honey!  I don't take offense to very much crap that gets said by people who swoop in and try to take focus off of what we all try to do and that's help each other! ; ) Sorry I was gone. How are you now?

[Dav125]

Don't worry mamaamw..Your in fine hands that understand and what has been removed doesn't phase us at all..We don't hold grudges or get baited into arguements..

[mamaamw]

Tram... please don't leave this post because of what bat said.. PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!
Had a pretty rough day today. Depression, fatigue, anxiety, restless arm. ugh... I pray I get a good nights sleep tonight. Tomorrow is 7 days!

[Meilena_MHModerator]

****Moderator note****

As a friendly reminder to all, please focus on the original topic of the poster.  We appreciate your cooperation.

[batmanrules45]

Take your own advice - my post was directly related to mamaamw and posts related to her thread - yours wasn't.

[mamaamw]

Everyone has been great, but I honestly would NOT be alive if it weren't for Tram. When I say Tram saved my life... I mean it! Many times I thought seroiusly about doing something stupid. Every time, I would get on here and just see what Tram said and thought that maybe it'd get better. 9 times out of 10, I'd have a new post from Tram. I owe her a LOT!

How long does the anxiety last on an average? Like Ive said a million times, I've asked these questions over and over, but I'm scared to death to go back and re-read. So...the anxiety?? Maybe a week and a half? two weeks? Tomorrow at 4:30 will be my 1 week clean-iversary!  I got this! Just gotta get past these spurts of anxiety. Im ready for another Zumba class or another dance class. Nothing is offered today in my area...guess I'll haev to wait.

And you mentioned a movie.. I can't sit still that long. I literally have to be up and physically active. and no just strolling around looking at the trees. I'm talking.... EXERCISE type active. I went to eat lunch with a friend a few min ago. First of all, the food made me sick. Secondly, I couldnt sit there. We were there about 30 min and I had to get up and leave. Just told her I wasnt feeling well. I felt my restless arm starting up. I think I need a straight jacket!  I want to take a nap sooo bad. Before, I would lay down, nap, wake up and be fine. Now, I lay down and it all starts. So a nap is OUT of the question. I just have to remember that.

Anxiety and restless arm, please go away!!!!!!