So i have a few medical issues to begin with - 2 autoimmune diseases - UC/IBD and RA.
I have 4 DAYS clean after weening myself off of heroin, down to rocacets, then perks, then vikes, then nothing.
I've done NA years ago before relapsing and don't really feel like I'm a "12 step kinda person," it is sort of cult-ish to me.
Anyway, mornings are my worst time of day as I always wake up with severe anxiety (also have Generalized Anxiety Disorder since childhood) and it's difficult to find clean people that are awake at 6AM EST (US) so I've come here, seeking help, advice, support, and encouragement.
HELP PLEASE!