if i take 1 pill??

[annonnus22]

Will I wd tomorrow

[denise3606]

Oh my gosh, please don't do it...Whatever you have throw it away..It is not worth it because the cycle starts again..One will never be enough...Hang in there..Denise

[Ses11869]

I'm at day 9 so I understand where you're at with the mental struggle, I am able to refill my OxyContin and was battling with myself all day on whether or not to go to the doc and get the script, I didn't because I don't want to start all over again, 10 days is a great accomplishment be proud and stay strong

[YesLife4Me]

The mental cravings are hard.  What makes them easier is knowing you can't get your hands on some.    If you have sources still available to you, then it makes them that much harder because you keep thinking they are just a call away.  Get rid of the numbers, block them from your phone!!    Let them know you don't want anymore if they find you.  You won't believe how liberating that is.    You have to protect yourself.  

[conhall]

I saw this and had to post You are at 10 days what so many would give for that and you want to throw it all away for "1" pill be honest you wont just do "1" pill  because "1" pill is never enough!
You need to get rid of your pill source or I am sorry to sound harsh You will relapse maybe not today but very soon and you are already asking for permission to just take "1" Its not worth it and You will regret it truly I promise you!
My advice is get rid of your pill source Immediately! and Tell your secret! and Get aftercare that will help with the depression trust me I know it hard we all know its hard But a clean Life is so much better! You will see if you do whatever it takes to stay clean your life will be so much better! No more wasting your Money on Pills that make you feel guilty or no more counting them and worrying that you are low. I am at 195 days and yes somedays are Hard but they are still better than ANY day I was high off pills.
Good Luck to you and I hope you read these post and think about the advice you have been given .

[annonnus22]

I'm not going to its just super hard..and needed to vent..what can I take for depression

[ricart70]

That's how my last deal started.One little pill.  I would have way more than a year now if not for that one little pill.I would also have more money,trust of my family,peace of mind,etc.      Don't