major step forward

[lostmakeupgirl]

My dealer just called and asked u need anything I cussed her out and told her never to call me again so I cut off my way of relapse yay I know that its a minor thing to most but a big deal to me to cut off the supply chain two days in now and I will do this!

[lostmakeupgirl]

People who use may not hate but envy someone who is trying to recover because they have not gotten there. I know this is true for me. I am just now gaining the strength to try to be a better person I'm on day two and I can say is getting hit by the car that started my whirlwind of pain pill addiction didn't hurt as badly as this but hey what doesn't kill you.... I figure if I can conquer this I'm good. I've already survived abuse,being hit by a car, being stabbed while pregnant by the father of my child.... If I can handle that why can't I beat this? The answer is WE all can we just have to say with this pain good will come :)

[rizboy]

Nice one!! Why do some people who still use, hate people who are in recovery or are trying really hard?Sad pathetic losers!Well done maximum respect!!

[zoea]

Well done a very huge step. Congratulations
Keep going in the right direction
Zoe x

[MikeInFrance]

It's huge (not at all minor) to cut off avenues that lead to your DOC. So that's awesome that u did that today! We all have our own avenues and if you just blocked yours then you just did something so beneficial to your recovery! Loved reading that! ;)

[lostmakeupgirl]

Yes it was hard! My body is screaming and my mind is saying you know what will fix this but then I think of my daughter and the horrible person I've become. I also think would you want her to follow in your path you are taking? And the answer of course is never I just wish I could stop crying lol! It is nice that so many here understand and care!

[LostNoMore]

NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's a major step forward. Be proud!!! NOT a minor deal.
It's a BIG deal!!!

[NeverDreamed]

Huge step!  Great job.  That's a tough decision and probably toughest at day 2.  Be proud!  Keep it up.