my natural course

[sadinmichigan]

I no longer feel like i can deal with this ****..I know there is no good time to quit doing drugs..but all I can now think of is drinking..which i am doing now at 7:30 am  and filling my RX next week..I know it's not going to help..but that is where I'm at..I wrote a post on the social side about my kid..I am stuggling real hard to keep it together but i feel like I am losing this battle once again..I just need some common sense and truth told/yelled or even screamed at me..I don't want to fail this after the longest 30 days in my life..

[sickcookie]

I am so sorry your going thru this but please be strong today ,we are all praying that today she will be found !Do they only do Amber Alerts for little kids?Thank you for keeping us posted ,we all care

[JOSHNESS]

hon, wat is ur daughters name so i can pray for her...i kno its not much but i feel it will help

[sadinmichigan]

You are sooo very right honey..Thankyou and I really appreciate what you just said..

[sadinmichigan]

Thankyou ..I know i will get through this without the stupid pills..I am so greatful for all of you..I am considering everything right now..counseling etc...I am already thinkg twice..

[JOSHNESS]

im so sorry i wanna say something that will help u but i kno of nothing...but it seems like this is out of your hands or atleast it sounds that u feel like ur losing control or dont have any of it over the matter.  and i understand u feel like drinking alcohol but forget about everything just for a mere second and thnk obout the emotional poer if u can say to urselff with all the pride in the world"**** YEA I DONT NEED DRUGS OR ALCOHOL TO COPE". and remember this quote cause i dont understand it but it seems full of ummmmm... something that may help u?
You do anything long enough to escape the habit of living
until the escape becomes the habit.”

[Penelope14]

SIM, You have been such a inspirtation to me during my detox, & Im not gonna knock ya for drinking or thinking about picking up your Rxs, your behaviors are that of a addict, we all are very vulnerable to relapse, & just because you slipped doesnt mean you cant succeed in your addiction, its not over just because you slipped & drank. You have so many people who care about you on this forum, so please think twice about picking up the Rx,s. Im not trying to push NA or AA down your throat, but have you concidered taking in a meeting? This could prove to be very benificial for you, just a thought. Take Care Penelope