I am in the same boat you are.. Last 3 mos. I took all my oxys in 2 weeks and had to live 2 weeks in hell. Well, I aint going to keep going down that path anymore..I have 4days clean and thats it for me..I have been on pills 1 yr. so I am cancelling my drs. appt.tomorrow. and going to tuff it out...You can do it if I can..Beast of luck...
Tell yourself that this time you are stronger, know what to expect and are better informed. This time you will beat it. I am sure everyone here will wish you well and will be full of encouragement for you. Keep us all informed of your progress on here and I am sure you will find the support you need right now. Take very good care of yourself.
Make this Thanksgiving, about giving to yourself. Every Thanksgiving that will come, will be special because you gave yourself the best gift possible...a new life.