I am 55 days today...I walked at 5 am..a little depressed, too much thinking and so much on my plate...When the fog lifts it is different, but I would still not want it any other way...I was listening to a talk yesterday on how we view ourselves in not a such good light...These views of ourselves are so wrong...We are children of a great creator that loves us and doesn't care if we are fat, skinny, too short, too tall, the list goes on...But the devil does want us to feel that way as it brings us down..and brings him great joy...I am guilty of not feeling very good about myself and think everyone else is so much better..NO one is better than another person. I saw the best bumper sticker the other day that said Don't Judge Me Because My Sins Are Different Than Yours..We all have our strengths and weakness, that does not give us the right to think that someone else is better than us...Just thought I would put that out there
.It was good to be reminded that I am just as good as the next person ..It is nice to hear that once in a while, but on the other hand we have to do our work and seek after these things...Today I will try not to think how much weight I have to lose, but be grateful that I am 55 days clean and that I saw the full moon this morning on my walk...I will try to think positive thoughts...Hugs everyone...