I'm looking for some advice & folks who can relate to my situation:
I was hooked on vicodin for several years, average about 20-30 mg/day. (As so many, began taking them for pain and kept taking them to avoid the withdrawal & for the high). I quit cold turkey in May, and even at that relatively low dose, the withdrawals were bad enough. I was off completely for only two months, and then had shoulder surgery & began taking them again as prescribed about four weeks ago, average of 15-20 mg/day
Now that the pain is not so bad, I'm facing cold turkey again and I don't want to refill and repeat the same long-term use pattern. BUT, I am worried about what to expect with the severity of the withdrawal. If there is anybody out there who has been in a similar situation in which they started up for a short time and then went CT again (regardless of the reason for starting up again), could you give me your experience? I just want to know about what to expect regarding the withdrawals. It would be such a load off to know if it will be easier and shorter this time, or maybe (just maybe!) I'll avoid most of the symptoms all together. Or is it likely to be really bad again?
Thanks everyone.