Hi and welcome.
Are you getting the meds from a doctor? With your heart issues you really need to be monitored while coming off these. sara
I would talk to a MD about getting on suboxone, it is for opiate addition. I wouldn't cold turkey quit. U need to walk your self down, from 10's to 7.5's then to 5's. If you can. Also try to only take 6 a day, that is it!!! make yourself!! Some of this is in your head, so be STRONG!! Us woman know what we can do!! I have great faith in the LORD and he is just a prayer away!! You have already had this conversation with yourself and you know that you have a problem, you can get thru this, maybe you need to tell someone, then you can have a support system on your team! Good luck!