still struggling with smoke

Question

Some of you may have read my earlier posts...o still am not doing well. Better than I was I suppose but. My question is, is there anyone else whose doc was oxy or really anything but ur prefered method was smoking? Ive thrown away everything in the house that resembled a straw. Just to find my at the dollar store buying a package of bic pens to tear apart. Anyone out there beat this? I'm so desperate. I drive a lot for work sometimes, and on the 2 hour ride home yesterday I think I was in tears for 1 + 1/2 hours of it. Please someone help. I'm just so done ;-(

BeyondScrewed · Answer

Thanks. Everyone on here is so caring n compasionate its amazing. If only my wife was like that. Ive had a very very very bad month. I don't know how but I gotta make it to Friday which is when I get MY refills. Ive already made the resolve that I'm taking them orally and that's that. Alsi spoke with my sister who fortunately lives 30 seconds from me, and she is going to hold my pills as I cannot ask my wife for any help unfirtunately. Thank u all again so much. Damn what a long road it has already been, and still lies in front of me

LosingPete · Answer

Hi. So sorry you are having a rough time. My doc is oxy 30 but I have always taking them orally. This might seem crazy but if you do not smoke cigarettes then how about lighting up a Marlboro. This may help with the habit of wanting to smoke your oxy but of course it won't help you're overall addiction to oxy. Keep fighting.

bama88 · Answer

I never smoked oxy. Snorted a lot. And loved to let.them resolve in my mouth. I'm sorry your feeling like this. It was so so so hard to get off of those pills. I'm here to support you. I understand. But as pat said. You'll never he happy until you completely stop. I'm four months clean. If you want to talk I'm here ok??

Pat1956100 · Answer

Well you are making me very happy that I didn't ever smoke them.  I smoke cigarettes and that is bad enough.  I don't know what to tell you about the cravings as I struggle with them myself.  Hopefully someone will come along soon and give you some good support.

BeyondScrewed · Answer

Its just that the act of smmoking them has become an addiction in of itself. Right now I'm fine. Not in w/d. At work. Not really in the greatest mood, but no biggie. And all I can think aboout is how good a big huge hit wud taste. Its ALWAYS on my mind. I'm goin crazy

Pat1956100 · Answer

I think once you decide to quit, you are never happy until you do. I have never smoked but I loved oxy's and have had quite a battle trying to get clean. I just wanted to offer support and understanding. Keep trying, I am.