First off Id like to tell spackle about something that happened to me during my taper & that is that I to had gotton down to around 15mgs or it could have been 12? At any rate all of a sudden out of the blue, I started to withdrawal, it wasnt horrible but regardless it wasnt fun, I felt super weak & depressed, I couldnt sleep, I was irritable etc, & around 8 days later I was back to my old self, this also happend again when I went from 12 to 8mgs, & has never bothered me since, to be honest I feel way better at 2mgs then I did at 12 or 15, so I really believe that you must let your body adjust to the new dose decrease, also I to was getting scared & even talked to someone about getting onto sub, but once all the withdrawals went away, I thought to myself how dumb that would have been, so you gotta ride it out, it shall pass. Theirs also no ballpark figure or a timeframe when you may begin to feel better, It could be days, weeks, months? We are all different, I consider myself extremely lucky to have made the progress I,ve made & Im sure you will find your own way in time. Good Luck Penelope
I have only been on methadone for 5 months. I am down to 15mgs. and having w/d. I have been doing some looking around. even talked to a rehab place. They are telling me to try the suboxone. They say get on it, then right off it. and I should not have any trouble with w/d. I do not know this for a fact. Had a few people who did it say the samething. I am thinking about trying it.. But still want to do some checking around before I take the jump....
Good luck with what ever way you go, and I hope that this helped you...
Thanks for your words of encouragement. I know today is slow as it is Easter. And my 41st birthday which factored into my wanting to quit. I am getting to old for this stuff and dont want to be 60 and addicted to Methadone. Unfortunately I dont have a big support system. I live alone and my family lives far away. I also dont have many friends as all I needed was my Methadone. I think I will attend NA meetings in my area as from what I understand support is very important when kicking.
congrats on decideing to get off the methadone and taking control of your life back..since i have never used i dont have any words of wisdon for you sorry. but i am here to support you and offer words of encouragement. you can do this and when its all over you will be glad you did. good luck
cathy
Lots on here have experience with drugs that may help you...in fact there have been lots of debates going on.:) :( someone will answer soon but some do the taper on the methadone and some try another drug when they have tapered to a low enough dose of methadone..50 mg a day is not super high dose of methadone from what I have read on here ..but i have also heard/read that quitting any dose of methadone takes will power to get off of...quitting any narcotic does ...Read the health pages in the right hand column...lots of great info...Welcome and keep posting...someone will answer soon..Easter and a bit slow today