Well. I am facing severe anxiety, depression, carcinophobia, hypochondria, agrophobia, social anxiety, and so much fearful physical symptoms.
Hi, I have been facing a lot for the past 4 months. And it feels like I am tangled or stuck in a maze of confusion. i have carcinaphobia- fear of cancer which is scaring me because of my symptoms, and my overall daily health. Lung cancer is my main severe fear right now. 24/7 I just keep thinking that I may have it.
in July i started facing depression followed by anxiety. These both kept going and in 2 months they started getting severe. i had so many symptoms which just got worse, and every time new symptoms came i got scared thinking i have cancer of some type.
I don’t smoked and never have in my life. I don’t rember being exposed to much secondhand smoke while I was born to about 7 years old. All I remember was my grandpa who smoked. He smoked ciaggrattes, when I was in my home country I would see him like many times, not everyday but many times. After when I was like 2 or 3 years old I moved to Australia and now I live here.
I had some neighbours that smoked but I was not really ever exposed to much. When I went on holidays to my home country, no one in my family smoked so I was not really exposed by much second hand smoking. Like I said before my grandpa used to smoke, I used to visit him for 3-4 days or 5 the most. He would smoke but as long as I remember he smoked outside, and even if he did smoked he would do it for a bit and then stop. And I know I was not with him all the time. As ar as I know. So I am scared what if I did inhale second hand smoke from my grandpa. It has been now 4 years since my grandpa has quit smoking. Now I know I am not exposed to second hand smoking but I am not sure if I was before.
Well my anxiety about getting lung cnacer or having it is getting worse. From my physcia sympotms I thought at one point I might have a thyroid disorder, since my mum has one for 7 and a half years and most thyroid disoders are heredity. So I got my thyroid check and normal. I got a blood test done for the thyroid,, and everything was normal except for vitamin d which was low and white blood cells which was a bit low too. Now this is scaring me so much.
Vitamin d diffiency can lead to cancer if not treated. This is scaring me. Because I could have cancer from this, if I had this vitamin d for a long time. My other things were normal, liver normal. Everything else they tested me for was normal. Now I am scared low blood cells can also be cuase by cancers. This is all scaring me.
Many websites say that severe anxiety and stress can also cuase low white blood cells, but I am scared if that’s not true in my case.
This is so scary pls help me. my phycial symptoms scare me the most. The more worried I am the more symptoms I get and the more they get worse. 1 and a half months ago I started having breathing problems. When I went to my home country it got worse due to all the air pollution, dirt and everythning. When I came back here to Australia it was the same and now its so worse. I have to yawn for breath, I feel breathlessness, I feel I cant get enough air in, air hunger. All this is scaring me. I know there are many other cuase for this not only lnug cnacer. But lung cnacer is really scaring me. and other cancers.
The physical symptoms I have faced since this has all started are
-anxiety
- depression
- insomnia
-wake up feeling tired
-inability to concentrate
-cold feet
-cold sweats
- night sweats
-Difficulty swallowing
-Sensation of lump in throat
-Sensation of pressure on throat
-Pain and tenderness in neck and/or thyroid area
-Difficulty taking deep breath
- wheezing
- shortness of breath
- breathing difficutlies
- yawing for breath
- air hunger
- teeth clenching
- teeth problems
- metallic tastes
- droopy eyelids
- brittle nails
- hair loss/ brittle hair
- eyebrow thining hair
- striated nails and toenails
- dry lips
- tingling feet, arms, legs
- headaches
-Aching bones
-Aching muscles
-Joint pain
-stomach pain
- bloating
-mood swings
-tension
- panic attacks
- hallunications
- brain fog
- confusion
-rib pain
- chronic pain
- breast pain
-chest pain
- cold heart/ heart pain
- heart palpitations