Please help...I had a handjob from a massage worker when she felt like she was rubbing my pre *** down my uretha hole but I didnt have my eyes opn so didnt see what she had on her hands (vaginal fluid/blood). Since that day I have constant fear of having Hiv.Its all i think about ,the fear of dying and losing my children. I have pains in my right leg and constant pins and needles. I have a sore throat and ulcer. Cant get it out of my mind