Hi, so 1 year ago I had my first panic attack I'm 25 years old, I had it because I smoked every day weed for 1 year and a half til one day I had the panic attack. They treated me with benzodiazepines and sertraline, I did fine 3 months later but then I started to smoke again 6 months later the same happen but now I had this persistent paranoia and anxiety I couldn't take it anymore and went back to the psychiatrist, he diagnosed me with depression and anxiety induced, I felt terrible it's been 2 months since then and I was starting to feel a little better, but then, yesterday, I don't know what I was thinking, I smoked a little weed and that took me to a serious panic attack I though I was going mad, after 3 hours the panic stopped but left me with a weird sensation. So today I woke up took my pills and it was ok, a little guilty, but then a few hours later in starting to feel really anxious and I know when I'm feeling anxious because my limbs and neck hurts so much from all the tension, of course it's the last time I will smoke weed again in my life but my question is: do you think this is a step back in my recovery? Do you think that this sensation of anxiety will stay this way? Will the time aliavate the stress? I'm really worried about my healt and my brain :( I hope this pass soon so I can be again on my way to recovery. I'm on lorazepam 4 mg/day, Wellbutrin, Prozac and a little or risperidone, I'm not schizophrenic, but I do have sometimes bad trips of paranoia and desrealization which I'm having a little right know