Well things got so bad i went to my doctor and demanded medication he prescribed me Mirtazapine. It was so bad I would not leave my bed, I stopped doing housework, wouldn't talk to anyone unless they came to me. :( life sucked. Breaking point was when my partner left me, saying he couldn't handle me anymore. Since then I started my medication and life was looking pretty good, I started going out again, got back old friends and made new one's, I started working again, my panic attacks were gone! Finally my life was mine again. Then I guess I had been pushing myself to the limit with going out all the time and "being free" one night after dropping a friend home I had a panic attack :( I kept my cool and got home had a glass of water tool my medication and went to bed. It was about a month before I had my next panic attack, I took my meds and went to bed but woke up at 4 am freaking out. I took deep breathes had a glass of water and went back to bed. 2 weeks later (tonight) I have taken my medication and have starte freaking out, my head feels pressure, I feel out of it and dizzy, my chest feels funny :(( I'm trying to keep calm it's so scary, trying to convince yourself it's nothing is hard when I have taken my medication tonight. So why would my anxiety be back? I was feeling so amazing and now I'm slowly starting to feel like crap again... I don't want my anxiety to take over my life again I've already lost so much due to my anxiety i don't want to end up alone again :(