Does anyone feels like something is wrong with them?

[lana823]

So, I had suicidal thoughts before few months because of depression ,I don't have it now,I just think about it when anxiety and fears hit me,because I feel emotional pain. I have big fear that I will go crazy, like something is worng deep inside me.
The worst thing is that I don't know why I feel down all of sudden during the days. For example,I smile ,go out, but when I'm sitting on cumputer all of sudden I feel low,the feeling like something is very wrong with me and like I will never be the same relaxed person as before? Why I get these terrible feelings ? I try to think positive and all, but it hits me anyway. Is that anxiety or depression ? Or even when I'm with my familly or talk to someone I feel hopless without reason, and I don't know why.
Also fear of going crazy is my biggest fear.
Does someone have had similar problems and how did you cope with it? I will go soon to psychotherapy,can that work good?
Sorry for my English, this is my last topic,I already opened 2 and I don't want to bother people.

[ROSYouralright]

You are NOT bothering anyone and its GREAT that you are posting! That's what we are here for!! It does sound like you are suffering from depression and I think that by seeking counseling you would be doing yourself a very great service! A trained counselor will be able to help you sort through all of your emotions and get to the bottom of why you are feeling the way you do! I truly hope it gets better for you soon and please keep us updated ok?

[remar]

Please don't feel like you're bothering anyone. That's what this forum is for, to post questions and get support.
I'm not a Dr but it sounds like you may have depression and anxiety. I would highly recommend seeing your Dr to talk about how you're feeling. He/she should be able to recommend a therapist for you to see.
We're always here to help any way we can.