I took Lexapro (10mg) every night for almost 3 years... Tried to stop, had horrible withdrawals symptoms and went back to it. Now, I'm off again, not my choice! I have a horrible insurance, my psichiatrist retired, and I'm on a waiting list for a new doc! October 31st was my last half pill! Of corse, I'm hipper hipochondriac to the limit! I self diagnosed myself with skin cancer, my kids with lymphoma, and for weeks now, I'm having stomach/abdominal discomfort! Light pain in upper left side, lots of gas, constipation... No yellow skin, no bleeding, no weight loss! But of corse I think it's pancreatic cancer! (My mind already had breast, cervical and skin cancer, heart attacks, ALS, MS...)
I should know better no to google, but can't help myself... And very little symptom points to cancer! HELP!
I guess I just neede to vent! I'm sorry! But I'm so tired of living like this... I don't want to go back to Lexapro and it's not even an option right now! What can I?!? I'm due to a physical soon. Last one was a perfect score! Doctors were even jealous of my tests results that he wanted to see me in two years... Which is due soon!
Mom, 35, non smoker, non drinker and a worrier!