Is this schizophernia?

[jcy585]

Hello Im 14 and heres my story.Ok it all started one day when i bought some weed from my friend and smoked it. This is my first time trying a drug and LAST TIME! To get it started I have no history of schizophernia or anything only thing thats mentally wrong with my family is someone with down syndrome which don't mean anything so. Well I smoked it and had the most horribly panic attack ever it was so bad. Then after that horrible horrible experinece I fell asleep and told myself im never going to smoke weed again ever in my life. So within the next month I felt completly normal I noticed I was a little bit more paranoid ,but that was it I just felt paranoid and wanted to know more for some reason. So for some reason I became facistinated about death acctually kinda scared.. Because I for some reason wanted to know what happened when I die? So it was like a normal worry to me at the time. But one day I was at school and the worry was repeating non-stop so I ran inside the restroom and splashed some water on my face ,and sat back down at lunch feeling still paranoid. So then it was time for us to leave because lunch was over I could hear my heart beating my palm was sweaty ,and it felt dizzy. So I went to the nurse office ,and sat down they start talking to me and telling me to calm down. So I tried and they kept giving me water I then went to the hospital and they told me I had a panic attack. I said ohhhhhhhhhhh **** in my head because I know a journey was ahead of me ,and dammnit wasn't I right. Its been 8 weeks now I got over my fear of death but I adopted a new fear and that is schizophernia. Im so scared to start seeing things ,and going crazy its insane. Im just so scared ,and my mom and dad is divorced and neither of them have enough money to help me so what to do? Can you guys diagnose me online and tell me what I got and calm me down please im so scared. My momma said she think I got GAD my dad keeps saying its in my head. I also got this weird breath effects when I focus upon something (espically the floor) It look like it got a weird breath effect.
-Heres My Symptoms-
Derealization
Constant worrying
Breath effect
Static
Floater
(I only sleep good with someone else beside me but when im alone in my bed I simply cant sleep so I guess)Sleep problems
Fear of going crazy
Diarrhea
Incredibly painful headaches
Also im super paranoid I always think im going to hallucinate or start seeing things in any second. Like im stupid paranoid even though I never hallucinated or heard anything in my life its still scares me. Like a song came on I start saying ohhhhhhhh noooo im hearing things then I start to noticed oh thats a song then I turned the radio off. Im that paranoid sometimes I just want this to go away and become my normal self again. I had to quit football because of this and I want it to stop please help.
-Medication im taking-
Omega 3 fish oil pills
IM also on a diet

[casillasGirl]

Try reading the holy Bible or go to a Christian  church service.  Ive had many panic attacks and fears for no reason. I feel something bad is gonna happen at anytime example : like as I'm typing I imaged an airplane falling down crashing.  I know it's not likely gonna happen but the thoughts are there. Reading the Bible I learned Satan and his demons are just trying to attack my mind and fill me with fear. Now I pray and God takes it away.  Its scary but knowing gods. With me makes life better and I have the power to stop the devil and his demon attacks