Conversations in my head

[jenn12345]

I have constant conversations in my head with people I know. They are either argumentative where I'm saying how I feel about them that I wouldn't in person or Pleasant ones of having  a nice future with someone or material things. These conversations actually make me happy or angry. The most often conversation is: I get  on a phone call  and leave to speak and a group of friends can hear me talk to either an ex boyfriend or a friend or my dad, but im like either fighting with them or saying something rude and mean. This always happens in the car even if radio is on but now its all the time... I have a history of panic attacks
which i basically left untreated , the dr gave lexapro and it didnt do anything. So I just wouldnt go anywhere if this feeling was coming on. I would even call out of work. Im 28 now and this effects relationship& work for me.  I have a hard hard time paying attention to someone speaking to be I always think are judging me. AND I want to cry once a week when I have to do this meeting in front of 6 people . I start sweating and cant think. ahhhhh I need suggestions!

[lynn57]

This may not be a simple (if there is one) case of anxiety.  I think Lily is right.  A psychiatrist may be a better choice than a regular doc.  A doctor needs to really listen to you before prescribing.  What you are explaining isn't your run of the mill variety of anxiety or panic disorder. Hope you get some help.

[lilymoon]

That sounds really hard to deal with! Id suggest going back to your doc or seeing another one preferably a psychiatrist,if you find the right med it can really help,so can therapy.Lily