First of all; what are you doing by cutting off your medication on your own? Ativan (Lorazepam) is a benzo that can be highly addictive because of its short half life. NEVER quit 'cold turkey'. That is why you follow your prescription. It is not a big deal as long as you follow the doc's orders. It is great that you feel like you can get off of it, but you NEED to call your doctor and taper off of it...that way you won't put yourself through this...keep us posted.
Thank you. I appreciate your concern and your comment, but I am not clinically insane and have no violent tendencies so I really don't feel the NEED to take any drug. It's my body and I know it best. I will live happier drug free then masking my problems. Physical dependency is no bueno. I will not use the same doctor or depend on drugs to get me through life anymore. I'm too easily addicted and develop a high tolerance to anything very quickly. The best anti-depressants and anti-anxiety are found in ones brain. I'm learning how to trigger them. My question still stands. Who has done this and how long did it take for the body to rid itself of this POISON?
I am glad that you are very focused on getting on confronting this. It does not take very long to get it out of your system...you may want to ask this on an expert forum like the 'ask a pharmacist' forum. But let me just make a few things clear and this is by no means a lecture.
First of all, what you are taking is not poison. These different medications have been proven (for years) that they are safe and effective in what they are designed to do as long as they are followed per the doctor's instructions. Lorazepam is usually only used short term and coming off of it, is fine.
Medications do mask the problem, I agree, because that is what they are designed to do....they are only a tool, albeit an effective tool, to use in conjunction with talk therapy. It is just like any other medication. For example, high blood pressure meds 'mask' symptoms; it is a useful tool while you change your diet and start exercising. Same thing with cholesterol meds....you need to make life adjustments to get the full benefit of these meds.
So, it is not poison by any means. The real question is have you done anything for your long term health by seeing a therapist? I agree that if you have addiction problems, this may not be the path you want to take...have you also sought help for your addictions? That might be very prudent in your case...good luck and keep us posted!
I am very sorry but I have to be blunt with you, I have been on 4mgs of ativan daily for 30years and I know I will never get of the bloody drug, but you must never go cold turkey to come of any benzo, you could have fits and I mean that, but you say you have an additive atitude? you were abuseing the drug and the dosage the doctor put you on. yes I have tried to withdraw from ativan with no success but as you have only been on it a few months I think you will do it, just be careful,
Well, it's day 4 and I have to admit it was hard as hell but I have no more symptoms. I would never suggest doing what I did, but I got through it. I exercised and ate healthy. Yesterday I exercised a few minutes throughout the day. Last night I forced myself to lay in the dark until I slept. It was not easy. I woke up after about 3 hours and felt pretty nauseous for about 30mins and listened to some soothing music and fell back asleep and slept another 4 1/2 hours. It was probably the strangest night of my life so far. Most vivid and longest dream I ever had. I could probably write a book about it!
My drug use was to avoid my anxiety and now I'm facing it head on and it is depleting. Whether or not my anxiety comes back in full force I believe in facing your fears to rid yourself of them.
Again, I would not suggest what I did to quit to anyone else. What works for me may not work for others. But I will say that this drug is poison and would not suggest it to anyone and would beg them to never take anything like it.
Paracelsus, the father of toxicology, once wrote: "Everything is poison, there is poison in everything. Only the dose makes a thing not a poison." The phrase "poison" is often used colloquially to describe any harmful substance.
A medical condition of poisoning can also be caused by substances that are not legally required to carry the label "poison".
Thanks for the responses they kept me occupied.
Oops, sorry it's day 5 not 4! =)